I want you to take me anywhere but here
I am always in my head. I am always a mess. I am a handful, I don’t know who would love me. So I do what I do best and I run away as far as possible, I abandon myself. I cease to exist, a version of me dies.
Kartais kai kurie užrašai neturi gilios prasmės ir tėra minčių srautas
I am always in my head. I am always a mess. I am a handful, I don’t know who would love me. So I do what I do best and I run away as far as possible, I abandon myself. I cease to exist, a version of me dies.
Going crazy is a full time job and I’m only part-time clown. The demons come at me like they’re recurring characters in a TV show. And oh god, when they scream, they shout.
Sometimes, in rare occasions, she grabs your hand and holds it for a bit and you can’t help but think how soft and smooth the skin is and how well her hand fits into yours.
True enough when you’re a human disaster. Being a disaster is easy, being a disaster is all I am good at.